it's near

opps..it's swine flu not pig flu.
there are no virus exactly found in pigs.
SO WHY SWINE.-.-

the trip's not canceled. hmm
ppl say that a tsunami will hit Spore in a few months time.
what is this world becoming to..

:(

it's near.
no, we shall focus and look at the positive side cause we've got Hope.
Here is just a journey not our destination.

We're like the mist

omgoodness, pig flu in the Europe continent. !!!
what's the plan, what's the unforeseen plan.
Frightening, frightening to think how invisible viruses trying to creep on ppl.
Wonder how it had all come about.
Highly doubt that it'll be cleared in a month's time.
It's okay, for He had seen and planned the unforeseen.

Since I'm here, I think that yesterday's message is very apt to me.
I totally feel like I'm in her shoes and thinking, however, different ppl will experience His presence the different way. Pls, open my heart! (not literally).
Oh by the way, JL can really play the piano VERY well and I was taken aback to learn that he doesn't have any proper teachings! :O
Our church is so blessed to be filled with talented ppl man! Feel like a teeny-weeny ant.
Heh, it's okay He'll still use me(: Just that we're willing or not.
Oh, and CY and YX can really talk too!
2 pleasant discoveries.

Another module's over! 3 more to go. I will never leave the studio before it strikes 9.
I am, I hope, I want, to be the chosen ones. I know I've got no say. He'll decide, I'll follow.

all the wayyy

1 more week!
:O
:/
:)
:D

SPRINTING

KUKUP mini exhibition and I'm quite disappointed that it's will not be graded into our results.


2 more wks!
I'm quite screwedddd. :(
Alternative drawing is soooo un-comprehensible. What's with the to destroy is to create.
Landscape drawing is equally bad.
Only history, professional prac and metal smith are pretty on track.
Seriously, I think that my GPA is so gonna slip this time round.
Still, with God, my ultimate strength I'll inject 120% of my effort to pull through this.
Also I have this misconception earlier that art can only be produced in times when we're most lax. So wrong!
There's this 'vexation of art' theory. We need a certain amount of stress to produce nice works.
I'm pretty stressed up now, I guess it's good.... what logic.

Going to start my DIGIMEDIA in a split second, right after I hit the publish post.

Accumulations

Before this week is going to end, I shall note down on some happenings. !super not in sequence!
Basically most of us were back in church almost everyday preparing for two important events.
Although it's one of the hectic period(for some), I'm glad that I have the opportunity to serve. Also, together with the help from so many ppl(to think that they helped willingly and 自动, ah their love for God) At least I can do something for Him rather then always asking Him to do something for me. Even though as compared to what He's done it's like small lil peanut things, still, it'll be account as great things for the Lord.
Wasn't really thinking much about the what if's for the invitation. I just try, then let God do the rest. Though it's a super last minute thing cause I was waiting for the least awkward moment, still, God answered. Regardless what's with the mindset, at least it's something done.
Everything happened for A reason.
I KNOW I SHOULD BE SLPING NOW, buttt I'm somehow on the same ship with prickilla cause I've got that 2000words essay to be completed in 2 days' time and others to be done along the way.
I'm so gonna dream about Nationalism and revolution art later.

If it can tick backwards

Assessment dates are finally out and we have exactly 1 month to prepare! (5, 6 and 7 of MAY) :o
History essay to be submitted in a wk time! :O
Digital media should be okay, i guess. Just that I'll be racing with time.
panic panic panic

Painting lessonnnnn, STILL not up to the lecturer's expectations. HOIYO, 青天霹雳！ exaggerations I know but wahhh:(
Never mind, there's still tomorrow.
Have to eliminate irrelevant and negative thoughts RIGHT NOW.

My voice, please come back. You're kinda back but still not exactly back.:/
I promise I won't(try) criticize you anymore.

This space is becoming so m o o d y, bear with it.
1 more month!!! :D

keep that in mind

I was told by my lecturer that he is disappointed with my progress today.
不够放,打击你一下。I'm too meticulous with my brushstrokes.
I need big big brushes now.
Anyways I'd got my engine started this week. I'll keep it running for the next 5 wks.

I want child-like faith!
Sometimes questioning too much is not a good thing.

I didn't know that hp can end up like a livejournal/blogger account.
Where there's updates and no intentions for any reply.
Now how do I terminate them, in a pleasant way.
silence