keep that in mind

I was told by my lecturer that he is disappointed with my progress today.
不够放,打击你一下。I'm too meticulous with my brushstrokes.
I need big big brushes now.
Anyways I'd got my engine started this week. I'll keep it running for the next 5 wks.

I want child-like faith!
Sometimes questioning too much is not a good thing.

I didn't know that hp can end up like a livejournal/blogger account.
Where there's updates and no intentions for any reply.
Now how do I terminate them, in a pleasant way.
silence