TRUE FRIENDSHIP

woah i think today i made lots of dedication posts.

This is for an angel by the name of PEARLYN.J.
Thanks for the sushi-marshmallow together with the cute lunchbox=DD
i like it ALOT=DD
Thanks for being by my side when im UP or DOWN.
Am feeling bad right now, can i use PAISEH. LOL..
Really appreciate your effort and ALL the best yeah.
I know you're somehow having a hard time now, in some aspect. But still, feel free to call me and share.=DDD

JIAYOUS for your narrative writing and others modules! You can do it! Rmb to ask from God the strength and wisdom! Ask and you shall receive!

love,
ESTHER



she place candles on them LOL. i was SHOCKED, but HAPPY=D thanks!!! love it

THANKYOU MR RAMZI

This post is specially delicated for one of my best teacher, Mr Ramzi=D
Thanks for helping me up on Eng, i realy appreciate it alot.
Sorry, im not a good student(cause im lazy and the standard of my eng is downdowndown)
but still, THANKS! HAHA for your naggings.. haha opps

and all the best for your other subj. and most importantly, your ermherm at the end of the yr. you know what i mean=DDD

so there JIAYOUs to Ramzi, Shufen, SyJia and Joel! you guys can do it! Have faith=D

love,
Esther

FINALLY, its over. is it? i hope so=Z

FINALLY, Eng Olevels over~ say yeah with me Y E A H=DDD
HOWEVER, i dont know whether i can pass this time round or not=/
and i had a stomach-ache since this morning.
so during the paper 1 my stomach is grinding in pain. ?correct phrase? NVM, its over.=P
and i was like praying hard half an hour more! i don't wanna go to the toilet now! Later no time. So there. LOL
after the paper i thought i had slimmer stomach and i dont have to do crunches, but after lunch. BLOAK, came back.=((( ay. crunches is a MUST.

and i dont wish to elaborate more on ENG cause its simply stressing to me! so yeah


something HAPPY=D
friday was SENTOSA SPORTS DAY, also my 17th Birthday.
Its my very first(can say first) celebration with friends on my bdae.
The whole 1K sang birthday song for me and im OVERJOYED. haha
and i can say, i enjoyed very much with the skyride and luge to dog and bone then sun-tanning(which has little effect on me). LOL







some pics,
we mainly had a massive BUBBLE-BLOWING session when even the guys blew bubbles. HAHA




the formal class pic..
the informal one....=X






skyride

=Z the smile was NOT really genuine.
redhelmet and adel thank me, LOL i didnt pose it up=DDD
LUGE. FUN but not enough!
the place i got the SPLASH!='/

imma happy girl again after some ICE-CREAM=D

oh, and DADDY came over to my school today.
LOL. i'm so surprised. Was at the lib and he called.
He was ordering some printing stuff near our school so he decided to pop by.
As he wanted some course brochures too and i bring him around. Then he went back to work.
Before he left he said study hard! I feel kinda heart pain when i see him carry sucha heavy bag to work. He rather take bus then to drive. For us he worked so hard, now that hes 47, i wonder how many more years can he work. I'm turining 17 alr, not a kid anymore and i shall start to think more for my family. To study hard and not let my family down. And not to spent to much $$$. LOL.=Z

and skyride tml~ WEEEEEEE. so excited=D

its always like that

3 major worries

Lately, i've been thinking about my future. Whether its a right choice to major in FINE ART.
Because by chance, i got to tour around the fine art rooms. I saw those year 2 and 3 students doing their work in their own space. As in, there are individual 'rooms' shared by 2 students. They can decorate and personalise their own place. Its cool. Hopefully i can have a nice friend sitting beside me=D i'm actually quite excited. Taking my own sweet time painting in the room.
HOWEVER, i dont have the confidence in painting. i can only do charcoal and colour pencil and maybe BATIK. =X oh wells. shall see.


AND my O's level is this coming MONDAY!! Thats so soon. i really have no idea if i can make it this time. Luckily ramzi, Mr ahmad, had been helping me. LOL


Lastly, is my term 2 assessment! i just received my project brief today for figure and basic drawing. Both requires colour and perspective! Goodness. And i have other modules to rush!
i got to standby more coffees already=Z i need motivation , perseverance and inspiration. These three shall come from my LORD above=D pls pray for me=D

Luckily tml is gonna be a relxing day for our class.

okays.
this post somehow links to the previous one.
and yeah. it ponder me to think this being named Esther is also rather fortunate=D

though her mum almost couldnt conceive her as the docter said the baby inside stop growing and may die.

BUT, thanks God for blessing and guiding them through these 16 going 17 years=)

and Really, this girl should have more confidence in herself, in Life and in all aspect.

For God love her so much, yes she knows. nope. For God love US. All of Us. regardless of skin colour, race and all=D


and yeaps.
this being, girl, Esther is MOI!=D







and SEE! i'm left-handed since so long ago!!!

this an excursion for me, sending sister to school i guess. with all the pillows and cushions
but still i felt so in secured. LOL notice i grabbed my mum's shirt tight!

not bad ay, last time the camera can captured front obj clear, background blurred
and my hair is standing lol


it used to be my favorite polka-dot dress!!!
okays! DOne! sorry but bear with me=D

i am a happy girl

i'm so grateful that jia teached me Eng today. Sharing some tips and formats. Thanks!!!!

i had an early celebration today after church. :)
we ate at an Indonesia restaurant. Dad asked our relatives to join in this year.
Its my 2nd visit there because i like the food there=D
So we had a GREAT time! Eating and laughing.

Also i had presents. Though dad asked them not to repeatedly.
bwahaha. anyways, although i feel abit paiseh to receive them, but, yeaps i LIKE it.

okays. theres school tml. DESIGN PROCESS! OMGosh. oh wells.=/

AND.....
ENGLISH
Os in a weeks time!!!!
Time really flies
3 more weeks with 1k, to assessment, to end of term 2, to end of semester 1!!!

EERIE

FINALLY i can upload PIctures=DDD

heheheh. be very PREPARED to see what we SAW=DD









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actually, its nothing! LOL
just the ambience there. you just dont feel good there only.=X








thats it. i dont intend to put too much pics here. LOL

it'll be my very first and the LAST VISIT!!!=X

OCH visit for PHOTOGRAPHY.

overall its not that freaky, but its just uncomfortable and eerie. the feeling that i just dont like so yeaps=Z

we went there on MONDAY after my dental visit.. THANKS GUYS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME THERE=D

we then cabbed there. luckily we met a great taxi driver. HEs so caring and KIND=DDD
when we reached loyang that area, but couldnt find the hospital, he offered to stop the meter till we find our destination. so GOOD!

When we finally reached there, hes like WHY YOU'LL COME HERE?
we said we're here for assignments that fit some of our themes.
then he got off the taxi and peeped through the entrance of the old hospital and came back offering to like wait for us till we finished our photography. LOL.
we said its okay and we'll take a bus back.
He then advise us to leave from where we enter if not we'll get lose halfway. so considerate. TOUCHED=D

anyways. its really deserted there. nothing much to mention.
LUCKILY my theme dont have to go there again to retake my pics. phew.
anyways yea, its an experience. but once is more than enough. LOL

today is fun! Met up with sec/pri school pals. nice!
more meetups pls!

and i dont know why i cant post pics. think next time ay...

lastly,,
ALL THE BEST to SFtey and Ramzi for tml's paper. will pray for you'll JIAYOUS!!

to treasure now and hope for the FUTURE

Monday
haji laned with Joel and guorong after eng lesson.
joel is super random and lame. but hes funny luh. as usual.LOL
we shopped and after that we went to eat DOU HWA. nice =P
shall bring shufen they'll eat one day after school=DD

Tuesday
3D class postponed
Met up with pearlyn and carol and walked around the HEEREN and wistma.
we shopped and then talked at the COFFEE BEAN. its really nice to catch up with them and update on what we guys are doing and all.
AND I"M GLAD THAT WE"LL ARE DOING FINE=DDD

later trained back to tampines and ate subway for dinner.
really, subway(tampines) is a place that trigger us to rmb and think back the past.

like pearlyn said, we three had gone through diff things and thank GOD he blessed us through, giving us friends as support. Seriously when we reflect and talked abt the past, i almost teared.
i cant imagine to go through all those again. No doubt with God, he gave us the strength to carry on.
i'm glad he blessed me with so many nice ppl=D mould me into what i am now
THANKYOU my friend
THANKYOU Lord

NEARING, haunting me in a corner, waiting for me

'O' level ENGLISH PAPERS is on the 29th of OCT!
OMGosh. im so unprepared. hoping to get a C. now, getting back a D might even be a problem.
Anyways, i just try my best to have time management and the wisdom from GOD=DDD
with God, ALL things are POSSIBLE!!! all things are possible~allt things are possibe( think Jeroel sang this in class when we was saying this)
all we got to do is to trust in him. heard it esther? yes no? yes? GOOD=)

buahaha. kiddos here i come!!!

Everyday is like a routine repeating so MANY ZILLION TIMES!

i thank God for this red-shirt man below although he may be irritating at times, nagging at times, annoying at times. But, i still LOVE him alot.=D
saturday's fun.. the kids in NAFA is cute. i cant wait to see them this saturday again!
Sitting on the bus last sat, seeing a father with two daughter, 3 person sitting in a bus seat.
reminds me of me and daddy on the way to NAFA junior art on the same bus 23.
thanks for driving me to Fortcanning park and accompany take pics there.
thanks for bringing us out on sundays.
thanks for teaching me whats right whats wrong, putting me in the right track.
thanks for everything=D

Finally im here once again. i realised i didnt blogged for awhile.

REJOICE

-History presentation is FINALLY over

-English term 1 exams is OVER as while.

ASK FOR STRENGTH

-More HWs piling=inspirations needed=time management as while