not good with words,
guess this recent montage i did for digimedia best portray the situation.

title: Life and Death

Lord, lead the way...the weather simply makes me drowsy and reckless=///
ONE MORE WEEK of heavy labour!

all over again

4H'06 came together today in a rather unexpected and unfortunate manner.

i believe it is a sign.
i believe He has his plan.
i believe He will look after her.
i believe everyone came back stronger.

no matter what, i hope everyone can go through this, in a good way.
Lord, we trust in you and that what you have planned is going to be good.

The images are heartbreaking.

there are more crazy ppl in this society nowadays and i guess i met one today=/

took mrt to sch today cause was running late, so from mrt station to sch will be like a total of 4 pedestrian crossing.
on the 2nd one, i felt a tab at my bag, so i turn and thought is someone i know from sch but no, its an lean, tall, indian guy with a book. He looks abut banga. (not trying to be racist here)
and he started mumbling, prolly he's talking but i just can't comprehend a single word hes saying cause he was soft, and im running late for sch. So im like ignore lah. In my mind i thought he might be from some company of design or something BUT he does not look/speak professionally. SO i just turn back and cross the road.
At the 3rd, while waiting he approach from beside and START MUMBLING AGAIN. I ignore him once again and crossed the road.
ON THE 4TH ONE, HE DID the same and im like so pissed, as if theres something so important, then why cant he make himself understoodable?
I FINALLY OPEN MY MOUTH AND SAID "WHAT DO YOU WHAT?!?!" in a very pissed manner and he CONTINUE TO MUMBLE.
im like whatever and cross the road when its red light.

ppl at the side prolly thinks im mad or something BUT, which sales/promoter/whatever person will approach so many times when i DONT EVEN SPEAK OR GIVE RESPONSE?

CRAZY, im like so frustrated because it did dampened my mood early in the morning.
so beware fellow ppl(girls) from nafa, or ppl so as happen to pass by bugis.
there are many weird ppl around.
man, im worried for my safey=<
i'll make sure i pray everyday be4 i leave house.
prolly thats because i look like someone from.....(carissa knows)=<<<

k thats all, dont intend to blog today

i like=D

met up with adel to get the CD of adobe's programme=D
finallyi got photoshop and indesign, but i think dreamwaver cant be installed. nvm i'll try again later.
anyways haha adel is so sweet to put a small note inside the CD for me. LOL
its so much easier for me(comidiot)=)

and hehe, i finally got my sketch for drawing foundamental=D i just got to take time and have my final piece done=D
thanks for the continuous creativity and wisdom daddyGod.

im nothing without you
yesterday was a blow to me.
qns hit straight to my face and kinda wake me up from my sleeping mode in my faith.
thank God i have my dad to keep me on the right track.
qns resolved and prompt me to know even more what im entrusting to.
your plan is awesome and that we can never comprehend fully

and im back again.
DIGIMEDIA is drving me crazy all over again..............
GOODNESS.
i've got to do namecards, com card, portfolio and website
and all must have a theme related close to me.
suddenly, i realised i dont have an identity and im kinda LOST.
oh LORD=<<<

and i've gave up downloading the software fro the net. its like taking ages!
and so i decided to really trouble adel for the CD
THANKS ADEL!!! MUACK=D
tml will be a great oh day

and WHEE.

1K chalet is confirmed to be on the MAY 15-17!
so its like 10 days away from assessment dates.
wow, this adds on to my motivation man=D
NICE

okok i ought to slp now.

and ThankYou adel=D
but still hope it works and finished by tml or wed so i wont got to trouble you..

ALL THE BEST TO fellow classmates and 1Kers on our assessments=D

CHECK!

my house internet speed is super SLOW~
i need 4 days to download adobe programmes=/
dont be surprise IF you see my house on the newspaper, BLACK.
haha, JKJK=<

ohmy. its only 7% done only since this evening?

whenwhenwhen

anyways. just a reminder for myself..
To be completed...
1. Digital media-NC,comcard and portfolio ARGH NO PROGRAMME!!
2. Drawing Foundamental- 200 sketches and final A2 piece
3. 3D studio- FLAMINGO and A2 development board on track
4. Comple studies- sculpture and Visual Journal on track
5. 2D studio- 1 basket painting, 1 self-portrait and final A2 piece montage

More or less DONE=D
1. History- e essay on track
2. Drawing Qualities(printmaking n inkpainting) on track

and this two weeks is the time given=<<< hope i can make it to enjoy heaven 2 months=)))

bye! sleep! going back Sthildas to help Gopal with batikk tikk tikk.
smell waxy wax waxtml

not a day for me..
brought back by some negative thinkings and all.

a little bit of inferior
a little bit of ewwing
a little bit of assumptions

ayer. whatever it is. i hope i dont think so much ever again and that my assumptions and predictions are wrong=)

on work on work

im like so tired now and yipee that i;ve sent me history essay via email to teacher alr.
and so this is the flamingos i did for 3D..
the confused little two fellos.
and i cant believe ive spent so many hours staying back in sch on this

carissa helping to edit my hist essay today=)
THANKS! all the best to your blueyes. hahaah

and THANKS for the macadamia nuts and jelly beans from AUS! love it=)
cant bear to open=/ maybe some other time
thats all and im typing with my eyes half open.......

nights!

what a DAYgreatone!

WELCOME BACK carissa from AUS and daddy from penang=D

i had a rather fun/CONTENTED day today.

1. almost completed my sculpting of my flamingo=D so excited for the outcome.

2. I HAD CHOSEN MY MAJOR ALREADY TODAY. I've chose PAINTING. Hopefully i can really excel in it. Its a rather popular course. Im so very sure that the pressure there is HIGH. wellwellwell... SHALL SEE

3. went shopping with sftey=) end up im the one with more purchases=/ next time aye... and i finally got my mac a 'home'. and i bought something from my mommy's fav, fruit shop=D

4. and am glad that my friends are doing well in their course=))) be it ramzi and sftey. happen to see their work and WOW=D welldone ppl dont give up and dishearten by others yeah, sftey.

5. happy for the above few points cause i like no.5=D oh Glad that im alive today=D thats the ultimate joy.

kkk tml got work! AH

LOST and REALLYREALLY FOUND

Dinner at ECP. its kinda last min. LOL but nice=D
my salmon udon
and its huge not in quality but the size of the bowl

hahahaha, guess what happened today. LOLLOL
i went online and mention that my TD was lost in sch in msn.
and hahaha, malek came to tell me he picked up my lost TD at the PRINTING SHOP!
i thought i've grabbed hold of it loh. so careless..
HOWEVER, he reformatted it and DELETED everything.
WAHHHHH jialet oi. my digimedia portfolio is gone case, unless i redo my photoshopped stuff... haiz
nevermind this serve as a lesson for me for being careless. at least i got it back
and so lucky lah, of all students in NAFA, maleks the one who found it. hahaha.

okay... so heres my acrylic painting i started doing... FOR SFTEY =D


week 1
week 2
During critic time,
the teacher was critising that my the week one's bg is not good and ideal like aura or something.
so he gonna pick up a gd example of a good bg to show us what he wants.
and haha, he picked up my week 2 one.
LOL same person.
my friend says that this shows that i improved..

thank God sia, i prayed very hard that i can get use to acrylic can... he answered my pRAYERS.
btw, i prayed hard for my TD too that i can find it back. and lol malek got it.
how great is DaddyGod ay=)

lost and found

i've finally joined the fruity apple family like what sftey said earlier..lol
so its my veryvery pre-18thbdae present from daddy=)

andthanks to sftey for the patience teaching me and sharing tips =D

had macs after mac tutorial at her house.

i need to get a mouse soon..

okay back to hist essay and yay=D can do work NOT IN MY PARENTS ROOM! hohoho=D
daddy wont scream at me anymore.

and i LOST MY THUMBDRIVE! i think its lost at the sculpture room! wah my first thumbdrive=((( with the very sweet sticker on it=(((

hangin there

ONE more month to end or yr 1=)))

acrylic is hard to handle.

hist essay undone

workloads piling

200-10= 190 more sketches!

i need to have discipline and be the esther in sec 4=)

i can i can=)

more positive thinking pls! ive been in a very terrible mood lately

when the truth reveals

things need to be clarified. but it depends on the person you are facing=/

and so i still have this reluctance to you know confront and clarify things with that problematical issue earlier on that I've mention.
cause i wanna be true to myself and less pretentious.
laoshi once said that if you cant influence the person in a gd way, stop hanging out or the person will influence you(not in a bad way) but i just dont ,like the presence.

i know i know its best to have a friend rather than an enemy.
BUT im trying to keep as acquaintance.
HOWEVER e sub. thing otherwise. which is no friend, no talk.
AND im so irritated by this childish thinking.
i really feel im in like pre-sch once again. why cant ppl be more mature.
as in theres more impt things in life like studies, family, life and dealth, happiness .

HAIYO like seriouly over-possessive/sensitive ppl is so hard to handle..
im just a erm classmate. need freedom

oh well im glad i got to chat with pearl and mal today abt it and share my views and all..
AT LEAST pearl and me have the same thinking so i guess im not WEIRD..

BTW. shall share something funny. or say LAME. was talking to PPrincess on MSN and haha talking abt pimples. i was like saying pimples come pimples go. sounds like ....... people come people go.
however some people will stay and leave a mark in our lifes
just like
some pimples will have a scar in our face.
lame right?

sorry but i like to train myself in getting concepts so that i can gather and inject some interesting ideas in my artworks in the near future. OHWELL i just im getting weirder. bahhh FINEARTS.. imagine by the nd of yr 3. matrice!!!(okay inside joke btw 1k ppl)

and i must say its really nice to meet up with some old friends.
i just think that the joy of gathering with old friends is much more than hanging out with new friends.

SO, i met up with pearl, rania, nel and mal. ROL NOT FREE. NEXT TIME AYE!!! it you are reading this!!!! last chance!LOL just kidding i know you busy. hope to see you soon.

its HOLIDAY YAHH.......(for you guys)

yoshi rekindled the moments be4 we retrieved our Olevels cert.

slack at mac with heart to heart talks=)


PEARL! i OWE YOU I OWE YOU BIG ONE=) you should know.






we kinda see each other grow mentally and physically in all aspect..

i really really got to start my HISTORY ESSAY...............................
1500 words is challenging i must say.
NIGHTS!

ohoh meeting dearie carissa for band concert tml to support rania=))