COMPLEMENTARY STUDIES is driving me crazy...
i can rely in my teacher(tss) i cant rely on my classmates, i can only rely on GOD and myself.
its so psychological driving me nuts man.
reports and reports
so irritating. hopefully i can pass this subject..

AND todays baptism interview, abit like olevel oral. haha, not as tense but still its scary..
and its nice to see my church pals today.
i like the feeling there as compared to nafa 1C, the sense of belonging is not that strong.

CONTINUE TO STAY FOCUS ESTHER! TINGEN, man the fact that theres another esther in my class is HMMM...=)

smile

Todays 2D studio which i s watercolor painting.
Its at the former 1k basic drawing classroom also.
BUT, strangely, i didnt think much and HAHA, i think im really fine alr!
i miss LIMSOONGEE!
my current teacher didnt bother me a t a l l . SIGN, why is this keep happening to me.
one good thing is that TSS, (teaching me 3D studio and complementery studies) did care more or less on my progress.( YZ, you must be thinking whati said last year that he finally opened his golden mouth and he wear contacts now AND he rmb my name-.-)

i shall introduce some of my classmates

from left: liyana(ramzi-wink eye-), me, hidayah, gayle, sharifah, junzhu, salonee and ESTHERjude


and yeah, TML is JUNIOR ART AGAIN! myohmy, that BOYBOY!
Lord please guide me when to or not to etalk and help

It seems like a 1K reunion in my blog. LOL
and am glad that everyone is happier and i started to adapt to my class already.
Most for the girls in class went for lunch together for some kaya toast during break.

3D's today and most importantly, its the release of the olevel results.

I would really like to thank many many ppl for their help..

THANK you Mr Ramz for your naggings and notes=D( also thanks to your erm HERM)
Thank you Jia for your notes and your tips=)
Thank you SFtey for your notes too and help me with oral reading.
Thank you ADEL for being one of my 'oral examiner'
Thank you carol for your TYS and exercise books=D
Thank you sister for fetching me to the examination center..
Thanks EVERYONE who SMSed and called me
sorry if i forgot to thank anyone. LOL

i am finally FREED..
most importantly, thank GOD!
i was so worried on the bus..

okay, and work resumes=)

ALL THE BEST RAMZ.

THANKS!

PRICK!!! you made me feel much b e t t e r!=D
heehee, didnt reply you through tagboard plainly because its long, like you've said.
HAHAHa=DDD
and yeah, i REALLY think that BRAINWASHING IS REDUNDANT!!!
its just a temporary thing...
i almost want to pon lesson today lah
so i guess i still have to take the long way to slowly adapt to this new environment.
Thought i havent really met any tremendous , nerve-wrecking, disastrous event or so.
But still, THANKS for advising me earlier so i can be more prepared!

To be HONEST, i still cant really find a REAL friend, as in a person that i can trust and share my thoughts to in my new class.
For me its so UNCOMFORTABLE because usually i have one or 2 best friends to lend/borrow a shoulder with or to for my last 17 yrs!! HAHA

pri1-2-gracekhoo(the one who spark my interest in ART) sadly not in contact
pri3-4- carissa still in contact=D
pri5-6- gracesoon(not really in contact)
sec1-2-eunice (walk to school EVERYDAY), gracesoon, yiru
sec3-4- pearlyn , carol, rania, malcom, molina
nafa1K-SFTEY,ADEl, YZ, QS, RAMZ, more.. almost whole class can clique luh
nafa1C- still pending...........

and so, can you feel how i feel? even 4H(st.hildas) cant clique well like 1K.
so i was so so reluctant to leave 1K.
sorry for the fellow 1Ker who read this if i make any of you all unhappy again.
i think i shouldnt hide this feeling.
BUT STILL, we can still MOVE FORWARD and stay positively.

AND SFTEY!!!! i read your blog, HEH, mind i thick skin ah, the last sentence is me or us? HEHEHEHEH ahya, we can always meet up again and you can SUAN all you want. LOL
Malek make a deal with me that if we got to meet again, hes gonna suan until he HAPPY. LOL
so come join loh. HAHa. and you all can feel free to call me and chat, like what prick say we can bitch around the happenings, be it class, HW, blah. so yea=D
ANDANDAND, i think i think , photoshop started to love me a little more:D

and i dont intend to give my blog to anyone in 1C. dont know why, dont feel like to. so there=/

AND TML OLEVEL RESULTS!!!!
allthe best to JIA, JO, RAMZ, SFTEY and ME=D heheh

and i gtg do WORK!=Dwatercolour

and im happy because i still get to see my friends around in school, so that add up to the little motivation =)

THANKS again prick=D Thanks for keeping me in mind=) i'll keep you in my prayers too!
ALL THE BEST TO YOU!

Brainwash self that everything is gonna be BETTER

so heres some update on my new class.
Basically, since its a girl-oriented class, so we can crap non-stop and yeah, GIRLS haha.


at delifrance. Like the 1K girls, 1C girls eat relatively as much. so we often have self lunch BREAKS haha.

me and salonee during water-colour lesson at 1K former basic drawing classroom

today on my way home and i like the sky.
God creations are beautiful for us to appreciate and love=D


at ink painting lesson. BORING! i cant get the strokes right and perfect..

PERSEVERANCE= daily motivation= do well in class+ go home and do work + SLEEP(BEST)!

HAHAHA LAUGHS

HAHAhA, i MISS my AHPA, DADDIE!
i felt much better after he prayed for me over the phone few days back=)
hope he'll get back safely on monday=)
the house is WEIRD without a man..



darlingJIE

cute, just like thatHEH

BRIDE of 08
BRIDE of 07

HAPPY is the BEST MEDICINE

TOWN-ed yesterday with old friend at orchard, got to share each others' trouble and thoughts.
its really nice to be able to stay in contact with this oldy for like 8 plus years? i DIDN't get it wrong this time alright. HO=P
hopefully can reach a ten yrs, we are indeed growing OLDER=(
haha, all the table-tennising and i rmb how NOTindependent i was in pri sch and you actually teaches and ;scolded' me k lah, advice me to GROW UP=D THANKS. Though its kinda straightforward, but still thats what friends are for. LOL never afraid to tell the truth.
SO.. THANKS woman..

CROSSROAD
anyways, todays junior art AGAIN, im dead-tired AGAIN.
i still havent fininsh my mon-tues work and im so gonna die tml=(
hope that i'll be able to complete with quality on time!

Talking abt quality, i think im really a perfectionist. Though im far from perfect, thats why i almost broke down few days back. THANK GOD i surrender myself back to him and now, im more stable alr.

And so, i think i over-stressed a kid in nafa last week.OPPS
rmb i share abt the ALMOST boy?
hes father talked to teacher that hes son got stressed and complain have headache and emo after lesson and dont know got what illness. I was like HUH. Is it because of me? OMGoodness, i should have say GOOD and great job last week although its not. BUT he's still a kid.. sign.
IM sorry BOY.

think i'll just keep quiet, but i just cant stand there! like earn easy money like that. dont like!
ay, see how it goes next week
AND THANKS JIE for fetching me to and forth to sch today=DTREAT.

sometimes i dont like myself.

i ought to be happy but no.....its even WORST

i finally saw part of the 1K ppl=)
first up, met with adel for lunch at ahmei..
Then, met shan, chyi, ramz, dil, haf, yah and shaik when they went for lunch there.
Was so happy but still, ....

Went for history lesson, was not as lively as 1k, even QUEK K.S says that we're too quiet and its really scary.

Next lesson is digital media, OHMY! i got to learn photoshop. i thought go FINEARTS would never touch that, but im so WRONG!!! i was so clueless and stupid in there. how i wish the 1Kers were there='( luckily junzhu helped me, so yea not too bad.
SFtey i go your house one day can? Teach me photoshop and i treat you nice food! HAHA
im like OHNO,im so dead, other ppl like all know luh. Somemore in MAC, super tedious.

During break we went canteen and i saw yah. at foyer the bench there alone. Guess his waiting for lesson or something.

Went we settled down eating and chitchat a little, saw him again, walking ALONE back to the lift. i felt a tinge of sadness luh. last year the guys will always be in a group or even as the whole 1k...
Now most is left alone LOH, like me and adel!

after lesson waited for sister at busstop to do monthly contacts.
saw chyi again with michelle. They walking back home. So GOOD, can at least go home together='(

wellwellwell.

anyways, i saw IZAD too, haha he board the bus at the busstop i waited at. couldnt talk much as he got to board the bus. BUT, he said that if got anything can MSG him. OWW, why is 1K ppl so nice.=(((((((((its drizziling then, so is me. i think im too used to 1k and now couldnt get use to the new 1C. TIME shall do the JOB=D Lord, you are my ultimate comfort=)

SCHOOL STARTS IN LESS THAN A DAY!

i think, i think, im not really prepared yet!
hmm
maybe im still exhausted from the trip and hectic junior arts yest.
and i work up early today
so i wanna sleep early today

so

yeah

hopefully i will get to meet nice classmates=D
at least i know junzhu haha=DDD

and daddys leaving tml for a week. shenzhen!
hope that he'll be safe there.

man. i've been crop up with issues and i wanna balance everything up and start sch!haha
God pls delete negative thoughts away from me=D POSITIVE woman

k preparation starts now

partA at TAIPEi

ok, i got so sian of posting the pic one by one. so some random ones haha



this is at jiufen,up the mountain and slopes..one of the many famous shops selling nice foods

this, i like=D

this is the shooting of the taiwan drama love at corner or something, i forgot HAHA

digging for gold.
at Japan's taizi's resident in TAIWAN

TODAY

worked at nafa junior art.
from 9-8.30! YZ, i know your pain last week! LOL
my leg is jelly now..
THANKS lots for heklping me to takeover last week=D
and so both teachers are kind.

i like the last lesson kids.
one boy showed his magic card tricks and obviously its not magic, i think he calculated.
but at pri1, okay, he's good=D

they are to draw 3D buildings so they got to draw cube and many cant draw so theres this boy kept asking, hows this cube, how this cube,
then i'll say ok, ALMOST.
everytime i'll say ALMOSt you almost got the accurate cube!

so when i attend the other kids, he then come and ask again, hows this this time?
IS IT ALMOST AGAIN?
lol
i said, yea, almost.LOL
k end of story
almost died uploading the pics
tml church and then school on MON! OMGoodness FINEART!

3 days in TaiPEI from TAI-NAN part B

k, i shall seprerate the posts. LOL

the second day was at taipei101.
we spent 350nt, 10 dollars plus to take their fastest life up to the 89th level for night sight-seeing. worth it or not, i dont know.its the stablizer for the whole building, they even made a profile for it. LOL


in the lift
their MRT

at maokong, the cable car there is cheaper than SIN luh, 2.50 only sommore for 25 minutes..LOL

yin hua


unusual veggie
tea- appreciation by cousins' mother-in-law

Taiwan bullet train

Last few days in TAIWAN.....

had dinner at this place... near ahmas's house


food
FOOD
and F O O D!!! theres more but yahh
xinru laoshi
jixian laoshi

ahma's fav hangout place LOL
lil girl next door
be4 we left at ahma's house
our hand carry things, not sent one hand carry! OMG. we almost got to pay 300 bucks sin dollars for overweighted lugguages. I can only say, we're BLESSED with many many lOL the relatives there are too KIND=Z
THANK God for our safe arrival back to SIN=D for i watched final destination back in TAIPEI's hotel. LOL=/