It's the 2nd week and I've beginning to feel rather anxious for my ongoing/coming assignments.
My painting skill is improving in a very slow speed. Others are improving tremendously. I don't feel devastated or anything like I think I would in the past. I just feel that there's no point to broad over it and over-stressed myself. Art with quality can only be produced in times when I'm enjoying it. So, I just need to be more, much much more hardworking. I need that drive from God.
Need to be more alert, awake and productive for the next consecutive 5 weeks.
Then, tada! 2 months of good rest.
Been asking around my fellow school mates what they intend to go and pursue after diploma. Approx. 7 out of 10 had no idea. One step at a time. I shall make use of that 2 months and start researching. Sometimes, I wish that my parents would be more demanding. LOL, nvm I'm not complaining, I just wish. I might not survive if they are.
Wed- Took the wheel for the very first time and I enjoyed it! The engine died on me 3 times. The instructor is pretty interesting. Asked many questions and encouraged me along the way. I think he's constant reminders will turn into scoldings in the near future.
Thurs- Met up with cariissa. I like it when we shared what we've learned and yeah, when I have the time and no commitments I'll go visit your church some day. Thanks for being my mirror and reflect on things I should and shouldn't do.
Today- Met up with princesspchiensyjia! HAHA. She's a great storyteller. Almost 9/10 of the time was her telling me stories. Interesting eh. Looks like my life is rather saddening. HAHA. Next meeting on June okay! Make sure it's a BFF one. It'd been 2 years since we'll had an outing!
Tml- After junior arts i'll be meeting evaseahkaichyi! hahah. Will be doing some photoshop thing with her for church and I guess there won't be any problem cause she's a fast learner!(;
I'll be collecting the 300 calendar cum leaflet from the printing shop as well. HOPEFULLY everything goes well. I cannot afford for things to go wrong.
Thank God that without much avoidings, this week seems to past by peacefully. However I guess there's some cracked sounds. It's okay I guess. Better than shattered right.
Omgoodness, just as I finished this sentence, I realised that it's not over yet.
Seriously, that determination is rather impressive.
Now, full guards and avoidance ON.
I feel so heartless.
-Self-reminder-
May all i am and do and say,
give glory to my Lord always,
and May no act of mine cause shame,
Nor bring reproach upon His name
-last issue of dailybread
His glory is like a magnificient painting, I would not want to be the shadow, overcasting it and destroy that beauty.
I should not judge on others! GRAHH
