I AM GOING CRAZY

i think FineArt 1C is a TOTAL MISTAKE!
veryverybigmistake

i knew it long ago......

today, we got back our watercolour and acrylic paintings from those previous lessons. and so i dont know why i got to see the class list consist of all our grades for those paintings. ANDANDAND i realised that the TEACHER DIDNT RECORD MY SCORE!!! for consequtive 5 paintings!

so i was like i got hand in how come never record.. then he say yah, how come we never record?
so he did help me record down the missing marks...

just now, just JUST NOW,,
i was thinking abt it cause i finally have the time to settle and think after a long day..
and i remember that there is another ESTHER in my class!!
SO, do you think that the teacher record my marks under hers? OMG!

okay, ppl might think that i must be being paranoid like what my daddy thinks..

BUT HEY, i stay up late at night to complete my work and now you mean i got share my marks???

oh no, i think im mad.
REALLY MAD
i slp at 6.30am yesterday, is that the reason, yes, i think so.

today printed my portfolio at a printing shop, and, things went wrong as well


WHY LIKE THAT, i feeling like crying.... in fact i alr did.....
i really miss 1K
reallyreallyreally, no one share the same name
and that i can do my assessment wholeheartedly... without thinking that my marks go MISSING!

okay this is a deprive post.

i am sad, this year, in this 1c
and i dont enjoy myself even though i tried very hard to.....................